Sunday, June 29, 2008

A Promise is a Promise




An old bookmark caught my eye when I was searching for something else. It brought on tons of memory. Where should I begin? I begin with 1986 when I received Jesus as my Saviour. From then, my earnest prayers were for my parents to also come to a saving faith of Him. They had been staunch taoists. I clung onto what God promised in Acts16:31 "Believe in The Lord Jesus, and you will be saved, you and your household".

You can click on bookmarks to enlarge pix.

In 1990, a dear church sister gave me this bookmark "What God hath promised". The initial comfort I drew from its message was that God will always grant me "strength for the day, rest for the laborer, light for the way, grace for the trials, help from above, unfailing sympathy, undying love".

When I was studying in Melbourne during 1996 - I was inspired by The Holy Spirit to pen this: "God hath not promised that my parents always be with me; But God hath promised that they be with me always!" I was moved, well, very moved - and my tears stained my words.

Mother was diagnosed with terminal cancer in 2002. Heavy hearted, I had to draw deeper from God. One of the ways was to personalize His assurances: In Christ - God hath promised VC, strength for VC's day, rest for the laborer VC, light for VC's way, grace for VC's trials, help from above, unfailing sympathy, undying love.

On 16Jul02, Deacon Ng and Sis Christina from New Creation Church - responding from the invitation of my dear brother Paul - lead mother to a glorious saving faith in Jesus. I was present by her bedside and witnessed it - hallelujah! On 3Aug02, my papa also received Christ as his Saviour! Mother and papa returned to glory in Sep and Dec 02 respectively.

In Jan03, as I was writing my testimony "Nothing but the Grace of God" for my church newsletter, I chanced upon the bookmark again. This time, I was more than well moved. And this time, joyful tears celebrate His promise manifested.

Yes, mother & papa cannot always be with me.

But in Christ Jesus, they will be with me always - forever unto everlasting. Thank you Father God! Your promise was indeed a promise.

Friday, June 27, 2008

I Ain't Paying Attention



Today, I share a photo that I snapped in 2006. While everybody (and every camera) was paying attention to the glamorous show on stage, I wasn't.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Relaxed Day






Today began with having lunch with a good friend, her new-born son, and her mom. Baby cuddled off to sleep after milk session and after doing some baby business, ahem. Nothing compares to resting in the bosom of a parent. Then I went to immigration and foreign affairs to get a travel document. Thank God it was so smooth, exceeding my expectations. As foreign affairs was so close to Botanic Gardens, I popped in for a short browse before heading home. Of course I couldn't resist taking some photos and sharing them here. I'm impressed by the 4 tiny flowers of an arid plant - they simply are themselves - blooming inspite of the harsh environment. Shalom.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Happy Day, Happy Photo



I am especially happy and blessed today. Reason? After celebrating church this morning, I had sort of a get-together with all my siblings. My 2nd sis played hostess at her house, and even gave a dinner treat - bless her! Thank God for everyone being able to come together. In my joy, I am posting a photo that I took last year at Poison Ivy farm. When I was first snapping at the unique lilac hibiscus, I didn't realize that there was a chameleon resting in its shadow. What a suave fellow it was - it behaved so cool and nonchalant about my close presence. So strong and courageous. Not afraid, not anxious. I call this pix "Beauty & The Brave". A happy day, a happy photo.


Saturday, June 21, 2008

My Former Home 1











I had lived in the Kampong Kapor area, at 30A Upper Weld Road, from birth till I was in Sec 4.

It was a rented pre-war corner terrace - and it's still there. I visited it and the neighbourhood last July. As I was snapping away with my camera, I couldn't help my eyes misting up as the memories came back.

Papa's coffee shop "Toh Huan" was on the ground level and we all lived upstairs. Toh Huan means Peach Garden.
There were 3 bedrooms, a hall, a kitchen cum dining place, a bathroom and a toilet that is right at the other end across a small open space where Mother had many plants.

I liked this small open space. Sometimes we'd have 2 chickens. In the evening, a man would come to collect the tin of leftover food which he'd use for swill. In return, during Chinese New Year, he'd give Mother some eggs or perhaps a chicken. Papa made a metal drum to collect rain water here. We had an earthen urn which we'd keep some guppies or red swordfish. Mother had a pomegranate shrub, on which she'd hang the shells of crabs.

We'd hang laundry here, oh yes, lots of laundry. This space also leads to a stone spiral stair column to the back of the coffee shop below. From here one can look down at the coffee shop's rear storage space, look across to our neighbour, look behind across the back lane to other neighbours, and - with a ladder, we can look down and across the street whenever there's a wayang show.

In the back lane, there were free roaming chickens and even a scrawny turkey. I'd commute via this back lane to some neighbour's kitchen to place chap ji kee bets for my Ah Ma, grandmother.
The 5 foot way was where once my father used to roast coffee beans. Wow, the fragrance was rich and robust. Papa took no short cuts to roasting. Even during the 1st and 2nd days of CNY, which Papa would customarily close the shop, customers would want to buy his coffee.
I should mention that the place is now rented to a 2nd hand dealer in household appliances and furniture.

I remember one early morning, just past mid night, when I awoke, and decided to check out what it was like on the roads at this time of the night. I leaned very far out of the window, clutching precariously to the shutters, and realized that those orangey street lights are the same at the main road's junction, and traffic was almost none existent. If I had fallen, things would have been gravely different, and I thank God that the wooden shutters with metal joints didn't give way.

My two years of kindergarten was at the Church of The True Light, just 30m away. I enjoyed myself there. My teachers were very kind. I remember using matchboxes and fabric to make a dresser.
There is a 'secret' passageway that one can access from the back lane - and it is still there, although I didn't dare venture into it now. I did it once when I was in Pri 5 or 6, and behold, it opens up to a dinghy courtyard of one of the houses.
Around the neighbourhood, the building that was once Hong Wen Primary School, the one with the pretty tiles, is still there.
The orangey building (some hotel now) once housed our family clinic. I remember Mother piggybacking me up to see Dr Yap whenever I fell ill. Dr Yap, his wife and the nurse were ever so gentle and patient. If I had fever, I'd be fed on the spot, from a porcelain teacup and a teaspoon, some powdery liquid, and it didn't taste awful at all. I like the place and isn't afraid of the word 'doctor'.

Sungei Road, or the Thieves' Market, was a stone's throw away, and although I wasn't allowed to wander that far off, I've seen the wares put up for sale along the road.

Kampong Kapor Methodist Church and Kampong Kapor Community Centre were also nearby. I remember enjoying myself thoroughly during a funfair held in the church.

Diagonally across from the community centre is the Foochow Clan premises. Papa would go there occasionally for a few rounds of mahjong and clan fellowship. The Foochow Building is several streets away.

Finally, my footsteps found me at the former entrance of the New World Amusement Park. In its heyday, it was brightly lit and people throng the place especially on weekend nights. There's a cinema, a nightclub, a restaurant, food stalls and numerous exposition stalls. Of course, the highlights for children are the carnival game booths and equipment - the ferris wheel, bump cars, 'boats', and 'aeroplanes'. I particularly remember Mother almost always buying medicated oil during these visits, to send them back to Papa's relatives in China.

As I clicked my last photo for the day - standing before the entrance - I felt a lump in my throat and my eyes rippling.
I returned to the early 70s and see a dedicated couple bringing their 9 children for a evening of fun at the New World Amusement Park. I had fun, and enjoyed such visits. I cherish the sweet memories, even as I thank God for my wonderful parents and siblings.
I remember that once I was unable to go for this outing to the 'tiam lang huay' as I was ill. Ah-Ma was with me. Sometime in the night when the family returned, my second brother woke me up, smiling and eager. In his hand was a yellow plastic lion! I hadn't been forgotten.
And I will never forget those days of living in 30A Upper Weld Road, Singapore 8. Telephone: 362467.

Friday, June 20, 2008

1st Posting: 5 Precious Pix






My first posting.

I wish my first posting to be lovely.

So here are 5 photos I've taken that I believe are beautiful.

#1. Clouds are gorgeous. They remind me that I'm seated at the right hand of my Father God with Christ Jesus.

#2. My parents - I thank God for my blessed parents who loved and provided for their children the best that they knew how. They were promoted unto glory with Jesus in 2002. In this pix, I celebrated Father's Day in 2000.

#3. My youngest brother Paul and his beloved family. Photo taken at Suntec Convention Centre on 15Oct07.

#4. These 3 golden hibiscuses are awesome. Just look at the 5 corollas and the 5 stigmas on each bloom. 3 symbolizes divine perfection, while 5 is for the abundant grace of God.

#5. Catherine is a picture of sublime rest and shalom peace. No worries. Her heart not troubled, neither afraid. A trust that is on who watches over her.
Bless you for taking time to read my first posting :)